[-$96,924] On the Bench


My monthly payment just posted, leaving me with a current debt balance of $96,924. Things seem to be moving slowly with my repayment, but I’m hoping to pick up the pace in the next couple of months.

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I haven’t been to the gym in over a week, due to forces outside of my control. I was really upset about not being able to go for so long, but now I’m Read More

[-$98,865] My $100 Stupid Tax and Other Pains


I know. Long time, no post. I’ve been busy at work this week. I haven’t gone to the gym in the past two days because of work, but I will be there in the morning…with bells on.  Kettlebells, of course. Ok. Sorry. Heh.


Gym Update
I’m still sticking with it. The self-conscious struggles with being the slowest and weakest person in the room who often needs modifications are still there, but I’m keeping at it.  Last week, the doubts got to me so badly that I half-assed one of my workouts. Afterward, Read More

[-$99,029] My Gym Crawl Update 1

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[My debt balance has increased since my last post because of unpaid accrued interest.]

Recently, I wrote about my desire to get into shape and drop fat while I drop debt. The first step was a “gym crawl” where I try out a few gyms over the course of a week with the goal of finding a place that I liked and that fit me. A couple of years ago, I tried joining a gym, but didn’t feel very welcomed, so I wanted to avoid that fate again.

So, what happened?

Well… I Read More

[-$98,992] Goodbye Six Figures of Debt!

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Woohoo! As of today, I am officially no longer in six figures of debt!

Current stats from my lender:
Balance: $98,992.21
Term Remaining on Debtor’s Prison Sentence: 4 years and 5 months 
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[-$100,885] A Ping from the Past – Hope Springs Eternal

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A while back, I got an email from my 36-year old self.

(Years ago, I sent a message to my future self using a time-capsule email service.)

It read:  Read More

[-$101,100] Losing the Fat: A Gym Crawl and Other Aspirations

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I made another payment toward my debt. I’m now down to $101,100. Woot! I’m within striking distance of breaking through that 6-figure marker! This time next month, mid July, should be when it finally happens. I…CAN’T…WAIT!  Finally I will feel like I’m making some progress. In the meantime, I toil away.

Unfortunately, my interest rate isn’t the only thing increasing. I’ve been gaining weight Read More

[-$103,000] A Quick Update – My Shortest Post Ever

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Is this why my food budget is out of control? For all this time, I’ve been buying and eating actual food. How did I not know about these rations?!  Sigh. Yet again, I didn’t do the research to learn about these options ahead of time. Mmmm. And it looks like there are other special flavors too – Resentment, Bitterness, and Despair!

Hmmm. So if you Read More

[-$103,834] Debt Regret: Dealing with the ‘What Ifs’

Debt Regret

(Debt) Regret

Regret: to feel sad, repentant, or disappointed over (something that has happened or been done, especially a loss or missed opportunity).

On this blog I write often (ok, all the time!)  about how much I regret my financial (mis)management and its resulting debt. Boy o boy do I regret it. And the feeling is constant. I can hear your eyes rolling. “Is she going on about this, again?!”  Yes. Yes, I am, but hear me out.

As I wrote about here, although I never Read More

[-$105,760] Spring Cleaning My Spending Plan

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Woohoo. Payday! I made another swing of the axe payment, which is always very satisfying.

As you well know, I have a mountain of student loan debt, and that six-figure balance can feel overwhelming sometimes. One way that I tend to fight a feeling of overwhelm in other areas of my life is by getting organized.

When you have a lot of work to do or a major task/problem in front of you have you ever started cleaning your room or work space? Ok, maybe I’m weird. Maybe it’s a form of procrastination, but I think it helps me to unconsciously lay out and organize my work task mentally when I consciously layout and organize my immediate living space physically.

In any event, now with my credit card debt dead and buried, it’s time to take a fresh look at Read More

[-$107,000] The First Payment

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Kill it with fire!

My student loan refinance has gone through and the balance on my previous student loan servicer’s account is now $0.00!  I’ve logged in at least 4 times since that wonderful event, just to look at the zeros. Somehow I bet that it is normal to do that.🙂

I was worried that I would end up with my own crazy-making servicer payoff story when trying to get them out of my life forever. Unsurprisingly, they were super slow in processing the payoff check, probably to rack up the last bit of interest, but they didn’t try any other tricks. Goodbye old servicer!  *Waves goodbye*

Now that my student loan debt is situated in its new (servicer) abode, it’s time to burn said abode to the ground!

To adapt the Read More